Truth is Stranger than Fiction!

This is my truth, my journey, my experience…strange as it may seem.

Hope you enjoy sharing it with me…

Specialities

1.5 – Deep Undercover – A Story

I had a knack for Mindblending with computer systems. The Artificial Intelligence kind. All our ships had one of those running them, and some of the other civilisations had them too, the more advanced ones.

I could link in directly, mind to mind and control the entire ship and all its systems. Pretty cool.

Discoveries, Training & Skills

1.4 – Deep Undercover – A Story

I did my fair share of playing with balls, climbing trees and getting dirty, but I also did a lot of other stuff most kids don’t even dream about.

Neema had stressed to me from the beginning that even though I could jump instantly to anywhere I wanted to, it was important to be physical, to move my body and work it. So physical exercise and martial arts training was a part of my schedule from the very beginning.

The ins and outs of Discipline

1.3 – Deep Undercover – A Story

“…can’t just pop in and out whenever he wants to!”

“And exactly how are you going to stop him? You can’t exactly lock him in anywhere? We’ve got to be careful how we handle him, Grindle. We have to teach him self-discipline, ethics and mental concentration at an age where most kids are running after balls, climbing trees and getting dirty. And all without upsetting him, just in case he does something stupid, which in his case is extremely dangerous!”

Adjustment – Settling Down

1.2 – Deep Undercover – A Story

When I woke up, I was alone, it was dark and I didn’t know where I was. I remembered the nice lady that said she would look after me, and when I found where she was, I went to her. She was sitting with a group of other people, talking, and only got a slight fright when I appeared on her lap and hugged her.

“Gods, Neema! Where’d he come from?” one of the men appeared quite put out.

“It’s okay, Justin, he’s just woken up in a strange place and came to the first person he felt safe with.” She brushed my hair out of my face and smiled at me. “It’s okay, Kyle, you’re safe here and you can come to me at any time.”

“He can’t be more than three, Neema, and he just popped halfway across the city! To be with YOU?!”

Deep Undercover – A Story

Recently one of my characters (this is how my past life personalities used to pop into my head!) popped up again. Since I became aware that the characters were past life experiences, they only pop up when theres an issue I had to deal with and then they disappear again. So I wondered what this one was about, as he popped up just after a Native American Spirit Guide by the name of Raymun came along, with the message that he was there to help me reconnect with my spirit. I knew the issue was obviously important, so I started tuning in, like I used to do before I knew it was past life stuff, in other words, I started living the character. And then it became very interesting!

2.3 Crafting & Dabbling

I love making stuff.

Since I’ve been a child, I’ve loved crafts. I’ve built up quite a repertoire of crafted stuff, equipment and books and have dabbled in just about everything you can think off. At one stage I don’t think all the projects I wanted to do would have fitted into this lifetime…and that is precisely the point!

When I started to think about why I’m interested in all these millions of things (with absolutely NO TIME to do them all!) I realised that I probably have done most of them already!

2.2 Why Martial Arts?

I’ve always loved watching Martial Arts movies, and reading about medieval knights, warriors and fighters, whether futuristic or past…and have always wanted to do martial arts. Not fighting arts, Martial Arts…the Real Thing, with healing and spiritual growth incorporated.

Have you ever wondered why the main theme in most martial arts movies is that of a student training against all odds with an old master in a secluded spot in the mountains or wherever?…and then he faces (and conquers) the villain or someone who threatens the village or a woman he loves…and so on and so on.

Besides the universal theme of overcoming the self, getting to know your strengths and overcoming your weaknesses, through the physical training of both body and mind, the theme of training alone with an old master must come from somewhere if so many has this in their psyche.

Chapter 2.1 – Cycles and Memories – The Big Picture

The Beginning of CHAPTER 2

MY PIECES OF THE BIG PICTURE

Continuing with these memoirs became difficult recently – mostly because I have not really mapped out where I’m going with this, yet…it’s sort of a rambling “let’s see what comes up next” scenario. Also, the next phase has to move into my present life with my now husband…and he’s a very private type of person…not very comfortable with me sharing aspects of my life that include him…

So, seeing as this is all about reincarnation, let me first go into detail on some of the themes, characters and experiences of remembering them that have made my life interesting!

1.8 Overload & The Illusion of Me…

They say that the people around you reflect back to you who you are…

I’ve always been a goody two shoes, the perfect child, good behaviour, great student, level emotions, everybody liked me, yadeeyadeeya… Definitely in hiding! So guess what happened when I chose to go and live in a pressure cooker?!  I found out I wasn’t such a great person! People started to criticise me, didn’t like me, whoaw…!
I didn’t have a great memory, overloaded myself trying to do everything for everybody, started to make mistakes, couldn’t handle pressure…wheeee! What an eye opener!